szisz-te-ma-ti-ku-san. rommá. mit rommá, porrá. az utóbbi napokban szinte huszonnégyórás pontossággal jojózik a kedélyállapotom. nagyon magasról nagyon mélybe. aztán vissza. aztán megint le. ezzel sikerült kimatekozni eddig egy konstans közepest. tervbe vettem, hogy a legközelebbi felszállóághoz nagyobb lendületet veszek és pofánbaszom azt, aki a madzag végét rángatja, de megneszelhetett valamit a szándékomból, mert mostmár félúton jártamban kapom a gyomrost. kő-kövön tizenkétórázok. viszont ez azt jelenti, hogy estére jobb lesz megint. ha-ha.
why are we never satisfied
the grass is always greener on the other side
fear of never having enough
dreams that turns into rust
sometimes it's better to live things alone
the road to success is hard and cold
i'm turning into something i don't wanna be
i've got a feeling that something is changing me
i cannot let it all slip away
it's driving me insane
i don't wanna be nothing
time is ticking, i feel stranded
i don't wanna be nothing
make me go away
fighting the battle that's growing within
it doesn't matter if i lose or win
it's getting to the point where i can't get away
i cannot let it all slip away
it's driving me insane
i dont wanna be nothing
time is ticking, i feel stranded
i dont wanna be nothing
make me go away
i don't wanna be nothing
hate is growing inside of me
i don't wanna be nothing
i'm taking back what used to be mine
i can't believe my luck is bleeding
my demons refuse to let me go
the light in the tunnel i see is fading
my fire of life is burning low
so low
i dont't wanna be nothing
time is ticking, i feel stranded
i don't wanna be nothing
make me go away
i don't wanna be nothing
hate is growing inside of me
i don't wanna be nothing
i'm taking back what used to be mine
i don't wanna be nothing
take me from this hell i'm in
i don't wanna be nothing
my whole life i've been the only enemy
i don't wanna be nothing
hate is growing inside of me
i don't wanna be nothing
i'm taking back what used to be mine
the grass is always greener on the other side
fear of never having enough
dreams that turns into rust
sometimes it's better to live things alone
the road to success is hard and cold
i'm turning into something i don't wanna be
i've got a feeling that something is changing me
i cannot let it all slip away
it's driving me insane
i don't wanna be nothing
time is ticking, i feel stranded
i don't wanna be nothing
make me go away
fighting the battle that's growing within
it doesn't matter if i lose or win
it's getting to the point where i can't get away
i cannot let it all slip away
it's driving me insane
i dont wanna be nothing
time is ticking, i feel stranded
i dont wanna be nothing
make me go away
i don't wanna be nothing
hate is growing inside of me
i don't wanna be nothing
i'm taking back what used to be mine
i can't believe my luck is bleeding
my demons refuse to let me go
the light in the tunnel i see is fading
my fire of life is burning low
so low
i dont't wanna be nothing
time is ticking, i feel stranded
i don't wanna be nothing
make me go away
i don't wanna be nothing
hate is growing inside of me
i don't wanna be nothing
i'm taking back what used to be mine
i don't wanna be nothing
take me from this hell i'm in
i don't wanna be nothing
my whole life i've been the only enemy
i don't wanna be nothing
hate is growing inside of me
i don't wanna be nothing
i'm taking back what used to be mine